everytime i see these…i think about you
…and the more i’m reminded of you, the easier it gets to move through life.
so like, it’s been 4 months already? wow…time flew, baby. it seems like it was just yesterday when we got married, which was literally one of the best days of my life…we’ve really gotten far in this relationship. i can’t say what will happen next, but looking back to the beginning is good enough. i remember the first time i laid eyes on u…i thought, “i could definitely see myself with her..but what am I to her interest?” and the day you told me when you liked me, my heart dropped…i mean, just talking to u makes me happy…imagine how i felt when you said that to me…*sigh. NOW, i can’t go a day without talking to u, without thinking about u, without a simple “i lovee you” from u…because it’s not that simple coming from you. mygahh…i remember the first time u said u loved me, it took my breath away. i would have never thought that my life would be this great with u being part of it. like i always say, u never know until u try…and im glad i tried it with you. i love you baby! happy 4 month! <3
…the other day, someone asked me what my most memorable moment was. that exact second, THE greatest moment of all time popped into my head…the best 5 minutes of my life. #1, because those 300 seconds were spent with you. #2, because it was the moment i finally made u mine. ha …i guess it’s most memorable to because it’s always playing in my mind. i can vividly remember every second of it up until now…i meeeean, how could I forget it? it was only perfect..that whole day, I was struck by anxiety and excitement. I had no idea how i was gonna pull it off…though i felt u wouldn’t let me down. Sooo anyway, I stole u away from your friends during lunch…we roamed the halls. I stalled until we only had like 5 minutes left til lunch was over…i finally got you alone..away from people, away from the world…in the stairwell next to the auditorium…we walked down the steps, and i stopped you half-way down..and I looked into your eyes..those beautiful, calm eyes. then took u by your hands…and so i asked, “did u mean what u said last night?” …u replied “umm, what did i say?” “that u love me..” “ohhh, that…yes” :) “weeeell then, i love YOU..and this time i mean it…” …and, you were quite speechless, but adorable… then i said (somewhat mumbled), “soo…u wanna go with me? us be together? officially be married, and u be my wife?” :) and your face! it was red as an apple, your smile was as bright as a rainbow…then u unhesitantly replied “..yes” as soon as the ‘ssss’ rolled off your tongue, my heart dropped and all my problems shattered into a million pieces. i mean…u were mine, and i was yours…to me, that was all that mattered, the only thing i cared about… yea, that was the first time we seriously said we loved each other, and it gets better and better everytime u tell me again. 12-17-09 baby, darling, bay, dear, wife, love, sweetie, honey, mahal…whatever…the best day of my life..one of em. hehe.
